YOU BELONG TO ME
Voodoo and Black Magic. Spells and sacrifices. Dark Forces are at work and Starsky is their target.
Thanks to Brook for the idea for this one. Some slash content. Some scenes of graphic violence and sexual abuse including male rape. If this offends you, please do not read any farther.
The girl’s body had been cast aside at the edge of
the road, left there like a bag of trash to be discarded. The symbols cut into
her skin bore mute evidence to her suffering before she died. The slash across
her throat was so deep it had almost severed her head from her body. Even
seasoned officers like Starsky and Hutch were affected by the gruesome
discovery. The crime scene was made even worse by the fact that the victim
couldn’t have been more than ten years old.
The atrocities that some sick mind could inflict on an
innocent child never failed to disturb the brunet half of the team. A true
professional, David Starsky was an expert at concealing his feelings,
especially at a crime scene. But, he could feel the breakfast he had eaten just
a couple of hours ago threatening to make an abrupt reappearance.
His blond counterpart, Ken Hutchinson, was surveying the
scene and taking notes even as the crime scene team gathered and marked the
evidence. He caught his partner’s eye and smiled encouragingly. He knew how
deeply crimes involving children affected the volatile brunet. The scenes
affected the big blond just as deeply but he had a lifetime of practice hiding
his true feelings behind a calm, impassive mask. From the corner of his eye, he
saw Starsky retreating to a nearby cluster of bushes and knew that the brunet
needed a moment of privacy.
He was waiting patiently when Starsky rejoined him. Side
by side, they walked to Starsky’s car. His vehicle was a candy apple red Ford
Torino with a foot wide white racing stripe that ran across the roof in front
of the rear window, down both sides and then forward where it tapered to points
at the front end. The brunet slid under the wheel while Hutch climbed into the
shotgun seat.
“You okay?” Hutch asked, noticing that Starsky seemed a
little pale with a tight, drawn look around his mouth and eyes.
“Yeah, I’ll be fine.” Starsky said curtly. Hutch knew the
dark haired man wasn’t being totally honest but he decided to let it go. It was
Starsky’s nature to keep things to himself until he was ready to share his
innermost feelings, even Hutch. This was the third murder they had investigated
in the past two weeks, all killed the same way, but this was the youngest
victim they had encountered. The other two victims had both been older, in
their late teens. So far, all three victims were unidentified, simply known as
Jane Doe 1, 2 and 3. The only thing the two detectives were positive about was
that the murders were all part of some sort of ritual, possibly involving
voodoo or the occult. That much was clear from the symbols that been sliced
into each body.
“You wanna check out that new
shop Huggy told us about?” Hutch suggested “The one that just opened that caters
to the occult?”
“Might as well, I guess.” Starsky agreed even though he
didn’t sound very enthusiastic about the idea. This whole case was stirring up
bad memories of another assignment they had been caught up in that had involved
voodoo spells and curses. A spell had been cast on Starsky that had forced him
to attack Hutch and he didn’t even remember doing it. The brunet was
superstitious enough not to question the existence of evil in the world. He saw
the concrete evidence of that evil every day on the streets.
He drove to the address of the newest store doing
business in downtown
The store was housed in a
run down building on a littered side street. A dangling sign written in blood
red letters read: The Black Arts Novelty
Shop. Most of the owners of stores
that dealt in the occult didn’t seem to have a lot of imagination. Starsky
tried to still the uneasy feeling that settled in the pit of his stomach as he
pulled up to the curb and the two detectives climbed out of the car. He hung
back, letting Hutch enter the store first.
The interior of the store only increased Starsky’s
apprehension. Shelves along two of the walls were filled with books on black
magic, the occult and voodoo practices. There were also artifacts of every
description and size, all dealing with different practices. Bins in front of
the counter contained candles of every color and size available.
Elaborately decorated
knifes were displayed on a back wall.
The clerk behind the counter seemed to fit right in with
the atmosphere of the shop. He was tall and thin, almost emaciated, with long
bony fingers. His long stringy hair fell around his shoulders in tangles. His
dark brown eyes looked sunken and hollow, burning with an intensity that was
both chilling and unnerving.
“May I help you, gentlemen?” the clerk asked in a raspy,
high pitched voice that grated on Starsky’s overwrought nerves.
“I’m Detective Hutchinson and this is my partner,
Detective Starsky.” Hutch said, pulling his badge from his back pocket and
showing it to him. “We’re investigating a murder that we believe may be related
to the occult.”
“And what does that have to do with me or with this
shop?”
“Just some routine questions that we’re asking all the
shop owners that specialize in the same type of merchandise that you do.” Hutch
explained, purposely keeping his answer vague.
Strangely attracted to a bin of colorful beads sitting on
the counter beside the cash register, Starsky reached out to examine one. The
clerk immediately grabbed his wrist and said with a thin smile, “Please don’t
touch anything.”
Jerking away from the other man’s grasp with a startled
cry, Starsky suddenly turned and rushed out of the store leaving his confused
and worried partner behind to deal with the clerk. Hutch quickly asked the
clerk the questions he had prepared beforehand and then went in search of his
disappearing partner.
He found the brunet leaning against the car with his
hands planted on the roof of the
“Hey, buddy. You okay?” Hutch said quietly, reaching out
to put a soothing hand on the brunet’s shoulder.
Starsky jumped and pulled away from Hutch’s touch, his
eyes wide with fear. He looked sheepish when he realized that it was Hutch who
had touched him. His shoulders sagged as he muttered, “Sorry, Blondie. I didn’t
hear you. You scared the hell out me.”
“Are you okay?” Hutch repeated in a concerned voice,
eyeing his friend intently.
Starsky’s color was still
off and he seemed jumpy and on edge.
Can we just get out of here?” Starsky mumbled, surprising
Hutch by opening the door on the passenger’s side of the car and sitting down.
The blond closed the car door and walked around the front of the vehicle to
climb under the wheel. As he turned on the ignition, the powerful engine
roaring to life, he glanced at Starsky and said,
“You sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine.” Starsky said tightly, unconsciously rubbing
his hands together in his lap. Hutch noticed the thin scratches on the back of
his left hand where the clerk had apparently scratched him when Starsky pulled
away. The wounds weren’t serious but the skin was broken and blood was oozing
out of the gouges.
“Let’s call it a day and we can go back to my place.”
Hutch suggested “I’ll order us a pizza and take care of your hand.”
Starsky looked surprised as he looked down at his hands,
apparently noticing the scratches for the first time. “I didn’t even feel him
scratch
“You sure you’re okay?”
“Now that you mention it, my head is pounding and I feel kinda sick to my stomach.” Starsky admitted.
“You wanna tell me what
happened back there?”
“I don’t know what happened.” Starsky said in a
frustrated voice. “I just got a really bad feeling about that place.”
“Maybe you just need some sleep.” Hutch said, trying to
convince himself as well as Starsky that they were both just overly stressed.
He had learned a long time ago not to discount Starsky’s ‘feelings’ in given
situations. Those hunches or sudden bursts of intuition had saved their asses
more than once.
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Lips
sucking at his nipples as a firm hand stroked his cock just the way he liked
it. Starsky’s body arched in pleasure, offering more of himself to his lover.
Teeth nipped at his flesh, a warm, wet tongue licking away the sting. A mouth
moving lower until he felt his cock being sucked into a warm, welcoming cavern.
The suction was incredible. His lover definitely knew how to give a mind
blowing blow job. They also seemed to know all the most sensitive parts of his
anatomy, all the hidden spots that almost made him climb the walls.
He
raised his head to try and see his lovers face but all he could see was golden
blond hair, glowing in the moonlight and the smooth tanned skin of a shoulder.
Closing his eyes, he gave himself over to the overwhelming pleasure that was
washing over him. He felt himself climbing closer and closer to the edge,
exploding with a thrust of his hips that drove his aching cock deep into his
lover’s throat. His lover swallowed all he had to give, then suckled him dry
and licked him clean.
Starsky awoke with a start, his body still trembling and
his briefs soaked with cum. Damn! It was
just a dream! He hadn’t cum in his shorts just from an erotic dream since
he was a teenager. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t seem to put a face
to his dream lover. And he was still hard, his body aching for more. With a
muffled curse, he shoved himself to his feet and stumbled into the adjoining
bathroom. Turning on the shower, he stripped off his soiled underwear, burying
them in the bottom of the hamper. Stepping under the water, he let the spray
wash over him, slowly calming his rebellious cock. He washed himself off and
stepped out of the stall, wrapping a towel tightly around his waist.
As he crawled back into his bed, he unwrapped the towel
and let it fall to the floor. As he nestled down into his pillow, he realized
that his hand was aching where he had gotten scratched earlier by the clerk in
the voodoo store. The scratches burned like they were on fire and he was
starting to feel nauseated again. He tried to ignore his discomfort and go back
to sleep, finally drifting into a restless slumber.
He woke up again shortly after dawn. He vaguely
remembered remnants of another dream but his memories were rapidly fading as he
became more alert. He didn’t think it had been an erotic one this time. His
second dream had been more like a nightmare, leaving him unnerved and uneasy.
Unable to sleep, he shoved himself to his feet and got dressed. He smiled to
himself as he thought how surprised Hutch would be when he actually picked him
up on time for a chance. Since it was still early, he had time for a leisurely
breakfast before it was time to leave for work.
Hutch was pacing up and down the sidewalk in front of his
building when Starsky pulled up to the curb. His smile quickly faded from his
face when Hutch climbed into the car and snapped, “Where the hell have you
been? You’re almost half an hour late!”
“No, I’m not.” Starsky said in a confused voice, looking
at his wristwatch to confirm the time. He was startled to discover that it was
almost an hour later then he thought it was. That didn’t make sense! It was
“Dobey will have us on traffic control if we’re late once
more time this week!” Hutch grumbled as Starsky shifted the car into gear and
pulled away from the curb. Wrapped up in his own thoughts, the brunet barely
heard Hutch’s complaints about ‘irresponsible partners’ and ‘staying up half
the night to watch horror movies on TV’
He was scared but didn’t
know why. He didn’t want to tell Hutch about his dream the night before or the
missing period of time this morning. For some unexplainable reason it seemed
important to keep that to himself, at least for now.
The day passed quietly with little break in the usual
routine. They checked out a few more stores specializing in items for the Black
Magic crowd but none of them affected Starsky quite the same way the one the
day before had. By the end of the day, he was tired and just wanted to go home.
He planned on getting something to eat, watching a little TV, and going to bed
early. He barely made it past the front door. He threw himself down on the sofa
as soon as he entered his apartment and instantly fell into a deep slumber.
Sometime during the night, he began to dream:
Hands touching him
all over his body, strong masculine hands. Starsky’s eyes flew open, that
didn’t seem right. He was used to feeling the soft gentle touch of a woman’s
hands touching him intimately, not a man. He could make out the same golden
blond hair that he remembered from the night before, but this time he could
make out the face that went with it. It was Hutch!
Oh,
god! Starsky moaned as those hands touched him in previously forbidden places
bringing him more pleasure than any woman ever had. Strong fingers fondled the
heavy balls hanging between his legs, while soft, warm lips nibbled at the head
of his cock. Starsky reached out, intending to push Hutch away but instead, his
fingers tangled in those strands of silky blond hair and pulled him closer, his
body demanding more.
He
heard himself whimper as Hutch took his cock in his mouth, that wet tongue
swirling around the head and down the thick vein on the underside. It felt so
good, every sensation heightened with desire, the pleasure he was receiving
from his very male partner almost overwhelming his overloaded senses. He cried
out as Hutch brought him to the very edge and then backed down, refusing to let
him cum.
Hutch
chuckled, an almost evil sound, as he continued to tease Starsky relentlessly
until the brunet was begging for release. Then suddenly, Hutch’s body was
covering his own, their mouths mashed together as Hutch’s tongue explored the
inside of Starsky’s mouth. As Hutch began to thrust against him, Starsky could
feel their cocks rubbing together and he screamed out his pleasure into Hutch’s
mouth.
Starsky woke up, trembling violently, just as he climaxed
both in his dream and in reality. Cursing vehemently, he shoved himself to his
feet and rushed into the bathroom, stripping off his soiled briefs and jeans as
if the clothing was burning his skin. His face flushed with shame at the vivid
details of his dream. It was as if his body could still feel the touch of
Hutch’s hands and his lips felt bruised from their frantic kisses. This was
starting to get more than a little strange.
Starsky had never had any sexual interest in other men,
least of all his partner. Over the years, he and Hutch had seen each other
naked more times then he could remember and even touched each other intimately
while caring for each other when one of them was hurt or sick, but he had never
been turned on by it. Starsky was fairly uninhibited when it came to sex. He had
nothing against alternative lifestyles but he had never had any inclination
towards any kind of experimentation, not even when he was a kid. He’d had more
than his share of advances from both males and females but had always turned
the males down with a few wisely chosen words. He was confused and frightened
to suddenly find himself having such erotic and vivid dreams starring him and
Hutch as lovers.
He climbed into the shower and scrubbed his skin until it
was red, trying in vain to wash away the memory of his dream. After drying off,
he dressed in a tee shirt and a pair of blue pajama bottoms that he seldom
wore, usually preferring to sleep in the nude or dressed just in his underwear.
He threw himself down across his king sized bed, exhausted but afraid to fall
asleep again. Another dream like the one he had earlier and he’d be ready to
climb the walls in frustration. He lay there staring into the darkness until
his heavy eyes finally closed and he slept.
Hutch’s annoyed voice yelling his name jerked him awake
the next morning. Glancing at the alarm clock, he saw that he had overslept. He
scrambled out of bed just as Hutch appeared in the bedroom doorway.
“Get a move on it, partner…we have exactly twenty minutes
to get to work before we’re late…again!”
“Sorry,” Starsky muttered, a flush creeping into his face
as he rummaged through his closet for clean clothes.
“I’ll be waiting in the car.” Hutch said as he turned and
stomped away indignantly. A few moments later, the echo of the front door slamming
filled the air.
Starsky quickly pulled on his clothes, then lost precious
minutes searching for one of his tennis shoes that he finally found under the
bed. With no time for his usual morning cup of coffee to start his day, he
hurried out of his apartment and joined Hutch in the battered piece of junk
that he called a car. Starsky slouched in his seat and wisely kept his mouth
shut. Hutch was obviously still in a bad mood because Starsky was making them
late two mornings in a row.
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The erotic dreams continued every night when Starsky went
to sleep. They remained vivid and disturbing, increasing in intensity until
Starsky tried to avoid sleeping so he wouldn’t dream. To make matters worse, he
started finding it more and more distracting to be around Hutch during the day.
Every time he looked at his partner, his mind replayed the dreams in his head.
A simple touch, even an accidental brush of Hutch’s hand against his own, left
Starsky finding creative ways to hide a hard-on. He was too embarrassed and
ashamed to tell Hutch the real reason for his sleepless nights and distracted
behavior. He had to find a way to get some sleep without the dreams before he
lost his mind.
Hutch knew that something was wrong with the brunet half
of the duo but he was at a loss to put his finger on what it was. Starsky was
refusing to discuss anything personal with him and seemed to be trying to
distance himself from Hutch after they got off duty. The big blond knew that
Starsky wasn’t sleeping well and it was starting to wear on his nerves. Hutch
wanted desperately to help but he didn’t know how. It had gotten to the point
that sometimes during the day; Hutch noticed Starsky apparently blanking out
for short periods of time. When Hutch said his name, he snapped out of it
immediately but always seemed confused and disoriented for a few minutes
afterwards. If Starsky didn’t start confiding in him soon, Hutch was determined
to find out what was wrong even if he had tie Starsky to a chair and force it
out of the stubborn brunet.
When Naro asked for their help
staking out a warehouse where they were expecting a big drug shipment to go
down in the next few days, Hutch accepted the assignment without discussing it
with Starsky first. He knew that his partner hated stakeouts. Hutch hoped the
long, boring hours with nothing to do would encourage Starsky to talk about
whatever was keeping him from sleeping.
When Starsky found out about their new assignment, he
reacted pretty much as Hutch had expected him to. He got pissed as hell,
ranting and raving about it before storming out of the squad room. But, he
wasn’t angry for the reasons Hutch thought he was. Starsky was scared of being
confined to the car with Hutch for long periods of time with no way to avoid
direct contact. It would be too easy to embarrass himself, especially if Hutch
wanted to know why he suddenly started boasting a woody all the time for no
apparent reason.
The first night on the stakeout, Starsky managed to avoid
any problems by suggesting Hutch sack out in the back seat for awhile and take
a nap while Starsky took the first watch. When Hutch did, Starsky simply let
him sleep, not waking him up until just before they signed off duty. The next
night, Hutch wasn’t so easily fooled. He insisted on taking the first watch and
ordered Starsky to stretch out in the back seat to try to get some sleep. To
Starsky, that wasn’t a very good idea either. He was still afraid of dreaming
if he fell asleep. He tried to resist by boring Hutch to death with the details
of a new trivia book he was reading but it wasn’t long before his exhausted
body won the battle and his eyes drifted shut.
Hutch
was leaning over him, pure lust gleaming in his eyes, as his gaze swept over
Starsky’s naked body. Starsky shivered in anticipation wondering what Hutch had
in mind for tonight. Over the course of
the past couple of weeks, they had progressed from Hutch giving him blow jobs
to mutual hand jobs. Finally, Starsky had returned the favor, taking Hutch’s
cock in his mouth for the first time and giving him a blow job. It was still
the best sex the brunet had ever experienced, almost as addictive as any drug
could ever be., The pleasure he received was positively overwhelming, leaving every sense
he had on overload. And the orgasms were so powerful they left him drained and
exhausted. But, all Hutch had to do was touch him and he was ready for more.
When
Hutch gently nudged him over onto his stomach and spread his thighs with those
big hands of his, sudden understanding filtered into Starsky’s mind. Hutch was
going to fuck him! He wanted it and wanted it badly but he was also terrified.
He knew it was going to hurt and hurt like hell. Hutch’s cock was huge! For the
first time, he started to struggle, trying to pull away from his lover’s
captive embrace.
“Don’t
fight me, Starsk!” Hutch growled in his ear “It’ll be easier that way. One way
or the other, I’m gonna fuck you tonight.”
Starsky
cried out in pain and shock when he felt a long, blunt finger breech the hidden
entrance to his body. He tried to relax but his rebellious body fought the
unfamiliar intrusion into virgin territory.
“No….please,
Hutch…” Starsky whimpered “Don’t…”
Hutch
disregarded his painful pleas as his finger continued to violate Starsky’s
body.
In the front seat, Hutch was startled when Starsky
started whimpering and crying out in his sleep, obviously caught in the midst
of a nightmare. When the big blond heard the brunet say, “No…please,
Hutch….don’t…” he reacted immediately and instinctively. He leaned over the
front seat into the back and grabbed Starsky’s shoulder, shaking him to awaken
him.
“Starsky! Come on! Wake up, babe…it’s just a bad dream!”
Starsky’s eyes flew open, widening in terror when he saw
Hutch leaning over him. Still caught up in the dream, he thought that the dream
was real and that Hutch was attacking him. “NO! DON’T TOUCH ME!” he yelled,
throwing up both hands and giving Hutch a violent shove backwards. Hutch fell
backwards against the dashboard with a muffled grunt of pain and surprise.
Straightening up with a wince of pain, he cautiously
looked into the back seat to find Starsky huddled in the corner with his knees
drawn up against his chest and his arms wrapped tightly around his shins. His
head was bowed, his face buried against his knees.
“Starsky?” Hutch said in a gentle, soothing voice as if
he were speaking to a frightened animal that needed gentling. “Buddy…are you
okay?”
“Take me home…please god, just take me home.” Starsky
whimpered in a muffled, broken voice that tore at the sensitive blond’s heart.
Without a second thought, Hutch grabbed the mike and
called dispatch He reported that Starsky was sick and Hutch was taking him
home, requesting a backup to cover the warehouse. He didn’t wait for
confirmation. He turned on the ignition and pulled into the street, heading for
Starsky’s apartment.
By the time he pulled into the drive beside Starsky’s
place, the brunet was sitting on the back seat, looking sheepish and ashamed.
When Hutch turned off the key and climbed out of the car, Starsky followed
without any assistance and hurried past Hutch into the house. By the time Hutch
walked through the front door, Starsky was already in his bedroom with the door
firmly closed. Hutch sighed and grabbed an extra blanket and spare pillow from
the hallway closet. There was no way he was leaving his distraught partner
alone for the rest of the night. Maybe in the morning, Starsky would finally
feel like talking.
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Hutch's
eyes looking at him with a savage intensity as he reached out and cuffed
Starsky's wrists to the headboard of the bed. The brunet winced as the metal
bit into the tender flesh but he didn't try to fight his restraints. Hutch had
suggested 'a little game' and Starsky had been powerless to refuse. The brunet
had had a girlfriend once who liked to be tied up during sex and he had always
found it to be erotic and seductive but this was the first time he had ever
allowed himself to be put into the more submissive role.
He
closed his eyes, concentrating on the sensations of pleasure, as Hutch began
kissing his chest and stomach. He yelped in surprise, his eyes flying open, as
sharp teeth bit at a tender nipple. Hutch's eyes smiled at him as the big blond
bit down on the opposite nipple.
"Hey,
watch it. That hurts." Starsky objected
"Shut
up before I gag you." Hutch growled, "You belong to me and we're
going to start doing things my way"
Starsky
felt his stomach clench with fear at those ominous words. This was a side of
Hutch that he had rarely seen and that he wasn't sure he liked very well. This
was the cold, arrogant bastard who didn't care about anyone else but himself.
Starsky didn't think that Hutch would hurt him, at least not intentionally.
Instinctively, he started struggling against his restraints. He was stunned
when Hutch suddenly raised his hand and slapped Starsky hard across the face.
"Don't
fight me, Starsky!" he warned in a low, dangerous voice. "You'll only
make it harder on yourself."
Starsky
moaned as Hutch began to suck his cock, alternating waves of pure bliss with
the pain of the unexpected brush of sharp teeth against the sensitive crown. Pleasure
and pain, an unexpected combination the proved to be highly arousing. The
pleasure turned to pain and frustration when Hutch refused to let him cum,
bringing him right to the edge and then refusing to let him climax, until the
brunet was screaming and begging for some relief.
When
Hutch finally gave in and let him cum, the big blond roughly jammed his
forefinger into Starsky's anus just at the moment of orgasm, pulling a ragged
scream from the brunet's throat as his body shuddered and shook with the force
of his climax. Hutch sucked him dry and then rocked back on his heels, smiling
in satisfaction at the sated, exhausted expression on his lover's face. He
freed Starsky from the handcuffs and stretched out beside him, pulling the
smaller man into his arms and cuddling him like a child as he whispered soft
nonsense words in a curl covered ear as Starsky drifted off to sleep.
Starsky awoke with a start, his face covered with
sweat and his heart still pounding from the intensity of the dream. He hissed
through tightly clenched teeth as his rock hard cock brushed against the sheet
covering his lower body. He slipped his hand beneath the sheet and grasped his
cock, finishing himself off with two firm strokes of the throbbing shaft. Feeling
ashamed and self-consciously, he scrambled out of the bed and pulled off the
offending sheets. He stuffed them in the bathroom hamper along with his
underwear. He took a quick shower and then dressed in a pair of sweatpants and
an old tee shirt.
As soon as he left the bathroom, the aroma of freshly
brewed coffee filled his nostrils. He was startled to see Hutch standing in the
kitchen cooking something on the stove. For a moment, reality and his dream
overlapped and he thought that he was still dreaming. It was getting harder and
harder for him to distinguish between the two. He felt a trembling start deep
inside of him as Hutch noticed him and smiled brightly.
This is real This is Hutch. Starsky
thought to himself. The rest was just a
dream…just a dream. The rest might have only been a dream but his
rebellious body insisted on reacting to the erotic images that floated through
his head. Luckily, his cock was too spent to rise to full mast again so soon.
"How are you feeling?" Hutch said, noticing
Starsky's pale face and the dark circles under his eyes as the brunet came into
the kitchen and helped himself to a cup of coffee. "Did you sleep
okay?"
"Yeah, I guess." Starsky said offhandedly as he
slumped down at the kitchen table and stared into his coffee cup as if he could
find the answers he sought there. He felt his mind starting to wander.
"Starsky? Hey, Starsk! Talk to me!" Hutch's
insistent voice cut into his thoughts.
"Huh? What?" Starsky said in a confused voice,
raising his head to look into the worried eyes of his best friend who was
sitting at the table beside him.
"I've been talking to you for the past fifteen
minutes and you've just been sitting there staring into space. What's wrong
with you?"
"I don't know…" Starsky admitted in a quiet,
scared voice. He didn't remember the lapse of time since he had poured his
coffee and sat down. It wasn't the first time in the past few weeks that he had
experienced similar lapses of time and it was starting to frighten him. Maybe
he was going crazy after all and just didn't know it yet. He looked at Hutch,
his sapphire eyes pleading for understanding and help. "I don't know
what's wrong with me…" he whispered."I think I'm losing my
mind."
"Ahh, Starsk…" Hutch
said in a gentle, concerned voice as he reached out and squeezed Starsky's hand
encouragingly. "Whatever it is, we'll figure it out together. I'm sure
it's not that bad. Why don't you tell me what's been going on with you that's
got you so worked up? I know you've been having some bad dreams. Right?"
"You have no idea." Starsky said dryly. He
didn't want to share the content of his recent dreams with Hutch since he was
the main attraction. It was too embarrassing and personal. "Every time I
go to sleep…I have the same dream and it's driving me nuts."
He tried to keep his answer
vague but he should have known that would not satisfy Hutch.
"Maybe it would help if you told me about it."
"NO!" Starsky said sharply, his voice louder
than he intended. "They're…uh
…kinda
personal."
Hutch smiled faintly. "Starsky, are you trying to
tell me that you're having wet dreams?" he chuckled softly "Is it
anybody I know?"
"None of your business,
Blondie." Starsky growled wanting to put an end to this particular
conversation before it went too far and he revealed too much.
"Come on, babe…maybe all you need to do is find
yourself a lady and get laid." Hutch suggested helpfully.
Starsky sighed and stood up to dump his now cold coffee
in the sink. He wished it was that simple but somehow, he knew that it wasn't.
His emotions were on a roller coaster and he couldn't seem to find any balance
to level him out. And he couldn't share his innermost feelings with the one
person he had always counted on to be there when he needed him the most. Hutch
was right about one thing. He needed a woman and he needed to get laid maybe
then the dreams would go away.
Hutch sensed the change in Starsky's mood and wisely
decided to back off for now. At least he was starting to open up about whatever
had been troubling him recently. The two friends ate their breakfast in
silence. Afterwards, Hutch left when the brunet told him that he was going to
try to get some more sleep.
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Two days later, Starsky met a woman at a disco he
frequented. She was a gorgeous brunet with long legs and a voluptuous figure.
She told Starsky to call her
Moaning softly against her soft inviting lips, Starsky
slipped his left hand up underneath her sheer white blouse to cup a warm, full
breast in his palm. He had felt enough breasts in his time to know that hers
were real and not an implant. He heard her moan in pleasure as he rubbed his
thumb against the taunt nipple while the rest of his fingers kneaded the
pliable flesh.
He used his free hand to shove the blouse up under her
arms, exposing her breasts to his hungry eyes. "Beautiful, baby, just
beautiful…" he murmured as he lowered his head to take one dark nipple in
his mouth, sucking gently.
"Oh, Yeah, baby…"
Starsky hissed in pleasure as he felt the warm wetness of
her mouth surround the head of his cock. He trembled and forced himself not to
start thrusting, not just yet anyway. He tangled his fingers in her long dark
hair and held her securely in place. "Oh, yeah, baby…" he growled
"Suck it…suck it good."
He began bucking his hips as her talented mouth went to
work on his throbbing cock, her tongue flicking over the sensitive tip as her
fingers fondled the heavy sack hanging between his legs.
Grabbing her hips to keep her in place, he jammed his
cock deep inside of her with one hard thrust of his hips. They both cried out
at the sensation of almost overwhelming pleasure that swept over them. Her
tight inner passage clutched at his cock like a warm, caressing glove. He began
thrusting in earnest, changing his angle slightly until he found her g-spot.
She screamed in pleasure and scratched her nails across the top of the coffee
table as she spiraled out of control. Starsky thrust harder, seeking his own
release. He threw back his head and closed his eyes, moaning deeply, as he felt
his balls tighten and draw up inside of him, then the rush of ecstasy that ran
through his very core and out his cock to erupt into a mind-blowing orgasm. He
continued thrusting, trembling, as he finished coming deep inside of his more
than willing partner. They both collapsed to the floor, wrapped in a tangle of
arms and legs, as they waited for their breathing to slow back to normal and
their racing heartbeats to calm down.
Finally,
"I'm afraid I have to."
"Let me get dressed and I'll take you home."
Starsky said, ever the gentleman.
"Don't bother. I'll just call a cab. You look too
relaxed to move."
"I am." Starsky admitted with a soft chuckle.
"At least let me pay for the cab." Before she could object, he shoved
himself to his feet and found his discarded jeans. Pulling out his wallet, he
dug out some bills and handed them to her with a leering smile. "Maybe we
can do this again."
"Count on it."
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The following evening, the dreams about Hutch returned
with a vengeance.
The hands that stroked his body were gentle, yet
rough, at the same time. Strong hands, hands bigger than his own. The body that
covered his was long and lean, with hard bone and muscles where there should
have been soft curves and breasts. But the mouth that sucked at his neck and
trailed kisses down to the hidden nipples on his chest was just as talented and
arousing as any woman's had ever been. Pleasure and pain, a warm wet tongue combined
with sharp nipping teeth. Starsky yelped in pain and bucked his hips but the
big blond held him securely in place with the weight of his body.
The handcuffs that held his wrists securely above
his head rubbed against his skin when he moved, reminding Starsky of his
vulnerable position of submission. Soft scarves were wrapped around each ankle
and tied to the footboard of the bed, holding his legs apart, leaving him
exposed and at Hutch's mercy. Starsky reluctantly admitted that there was
something erotic about allowing himself to be restrained, relinquishing his
power and his control completely to his partner. Hutch was no longer the
gentle, considerate lover he had been in the beginning. He was slowly becoming
more dominant and aggressive, adding slaps and pinches to gentle caresses,
always taking care to make sure the marks were in places that wouldn't show
when Starsky was dressed.
The big blond also took particular pleasure in
teasing Starsky to the very limits of his endurance before finally allowing him
to cum. Hutch frequently demanded more,
leaving Starsky drained and exhausted. Even when Starsky was positive he had no
more left to give, Hutch could always make him hard again. Some mornings, his
cock was so sore and tender after a night of Hutch's loving that Starsky could
barely walk.
Hutch was in a particularly aggressive mood tonight
and Starsky's heart pounded frantically with both fear and anticipation as
Hutch used his hands and mouth to reduce his partner to a quivering mass of
aroused nerve endings. Starsky had already had one explosive orgasm and was
rapidly approaching a second one. The bedroom smelled of sex and aroused male
hormones.
"You're mine, Starsky…do you hear me?
Mine!" Hutch growled against the brunet's skin as he reached down with one
hand and began probing at the hidden open to Starsky's body. Starsky yelped,
his body jerking against his restraints, as he felt the long blunt finger
breech the opening. Tears of pain sprang to his eyes at the intense burning and
stinging that accompanied the intrusion. His muscles involuntarily tensed and
tried to push out the unwelcome invader. Hutch hadn't used any lubrication
except for some of his own cum. The pain eased a bit as Hutch began to thrust
his finger in and out of the tight resistive passage, stretching out the strong
rectal muscles. Another voice whispered in Starsky's head "You'll never
belong to him because you belong to me!"
Starsky
awoke with a start, his heart pounding and sweat pouring down his face. The
memory of the dream was still vivid in his mind and his cock was already
shooting his load over the sheets, some of his seed splattering his thighs.
Starsky tossed aside the soiled top sheet and stood up on trembling legs. He
stumbled to the bathroom and stepped into the shower, turning the water. He
hissed as the icy cold water washed over his body, bowing his head as the water
washed away his shame. He whimpered as he heard the second voice clearly in his
head, mocking him. "You're mine, not
his. You belong to me and always will!" Starsky sank to his knees and
wrapped his arms around himself overwhelmed by a terror he couldn't identify.
He wondered if he was going crazy. He'd never heard voices like that in his
head before.
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Starsky opened the door to the disco and stepped inside.
He had been restless and on edge for the last two days ever since his most
recent nightmare starring his big blond partner. Unconsciously, he had been
keeping as much distance between himself and Hutch as possible in the past few
days. He knew Hutch realized something was wrong but to his credit, the big
blond didn't try to pry. But Starsky knew sooner or later, Hutch would want
some answers for the brunet's erratic behavior. After getting off work that
evening, he had decided to go to the club looking for
It didn't take long to spot the sexy little brunette. She
was on the dance floor, swinging and swaying to the music. The skimpy mini
dress with the halter top she was wearing left little to the imagination and
her dancing was almost like watching her have sex on the dance floor. Starsky
made his way through the crowd to the bar where he ordered a beer. Scanning the
dance floor, he saw
"Hi, Sexy." She cooed, leaning up against him
suggestively. "Looking for me?"
"Maybe. Can I buy you a drink?"
"Sure. Whiskey sour."
Starsky nodded at the bartender to get the drink for the
lady as he sipped at his beer. When the bartender sat her drink on the bar,
Starsky picked up both drinks and nodded at an empty table in the corner.
"Let's dance." He said, grabbing
Escorting
Starsky grabbed her hand and pulled her back out onto the
dance floor where they spent the next hour dancing and flirting outrageously.
Starsky started kissing her and fondling her suggestively, cupping her ass with
his hands and pulling her groin against his as they danced.
"Let's get out of here and go back to my
place." Starsky growled, his voice husky with desire. All he cared about
at the moment was getting her in his bed so he could fuck her through the floor
until morning.
As he settled beneath the wheel and turned on the engine
"Hey, I'm trying to drive here…" he reminded
her in a husky voice.
"So drive…while I play."
"You play too much and I'm liable to wrap us around
a telephone pole." Starsky warned her.
"You want me to stop?" she asked, bringing the
fingers that had been between her legs up to her lips and sucking on them.
"No…I'm enjoying the show." Starsky admitted
with a wolfish grin.
"Good…cause wait until you see what I've got planned
for you when we get back to your place." She cooed.
"I can't wait."
Starsky pressed harder on the gas, driving as fast as he
dared in the heavy traffic. He alternated his attention between watching the
road and watching
As soon as they were safely
inside, Starsky pulled her into his arms and kissed her, deeply and hungrily.
They tore at each others clothes as they made their way to his bedroom. Starsky wanted her so badly he
was ready to cum in his jeans, something he hadn't done since he was a
teenager.
Naked, they tumbled onto his bed with him lying on his
back beneath her.
"You gonna arrest me, Officer?" she teased
"Not if you're a good girl." Starsky growled,
raising his head to take one pert little nipple in his mouth, tonguing it and
nipping at it lightly.
"Don't wanna play no more
games." Starsky said roughly "I just wanna
fuck you."
"You will…but first…play a game with me." She
said with a pout.
"What kind of game?"
"Let me cuff your hands to the headboard." She
whispered in his ear.
"NO!" Starsky said a bit more loudly than he
intended, memories of his most recent nightmare flashing through his mind. He
started to shift his position so he could be the one on top but
"Well I do,"
"You wouldn't dare."
"Wouldn't I?" she said with a grin. She
threaded the chain around the bottom of one of the posts on the headboard,
leaning over him so that her full breasts swung in front of his face. Unable to
resist, Starsky claimed a tempting nipple with his mouth. He barely noticed as
Laughing,
"You better not plan on playing too long."
Starsky warned her in a deep husky voice. "Cause I'm ready to explode
here."
"I can see that."
"Hey!" Starsky complained in a frustrated voice
as she moved away from him completely and stood beside the bed.
"Just be quiet and watch." She ordered as she
began a slow, seductive dance. As she danced, she touched herself with her
fingers, pleasuring herself shamelessly. Starsky groaned and pulled against the
cuffs that held him prisoner, longing to touch her silky skin and shove his cock
inside her hot, tight passage.
"Come on, baby…give it to me!" Starsky growled,
thrusting his hips in frustration, pre-cum dripping from the slit in his cock
to slide down the shaft of his throbbing cock.
"Soon,
baby…soon."
He
began bucking his hips, desperate to cum, to put an end to his torment. He was
so hard his cock was starting to hurt. If
she didn't let him cum soon, he was going to go crazy. But Cher
was an expert at teasing, she knew just how far to go without shoving him over
the edge and when to back off to let him cool down before bringing him back to
the very brink of climaxing before stopping again. Starsky's body was covered
with a thin sheen of sweat and every muscle was trembling with his need for
release.
He
was so distracted by what
"Please,
baby…I need to cum so bad!" Starsky almost whimpered, thrusting his hips
frantically as she began to suck his cock. "Suck it! suck it good!"
His voice turned to a keening wail as she sucked harder. "ohgodohgodohgod…" Starsky cried out as he felt his
balls drawing up tight against his body. He shuddered violently as he felt his
orgasm rush over him, exploding out of his cock in a gush of hot thick liquid.
As
The
first part of her goal accomplished,
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Starsky opened one eye and then the other. For a moment he was
surprised to find himself sleeping on the floor beside his bed, then memories
of the night before with
Washing off the traces of his night of lust, he wrapped a
towel tightly around his waist and stepped back into his bedroom. He was
surprised to find Hutch leaning in the bedroom doorway eyeing the rumbled bed
with a curious expression on his face.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" Starsky asked
"We're off duty today."
"I know. I just thought you might like to go out for
breakfast." Hutch said. He turned to look at his partner quizzically
"Rough night last night, partner?" Something in the big blond's tone
made Starsky pause and consider his answer thoughtfully. When he didn't answer
immediately, Hutch wrinkled his nose and said "It smells like a brothel in
here. Where's your lady friend?"
"Gone." Starsky said evasively as he began to
get dressed, carefully avoiding his partner's penetrating gaze.
"I'm surprised you can even walk this morning. I
didn't know you were into the kinky stuff, buddy." Hutch said dryly.
"What are you talking about?" Starsky asked in
a startled voice, throwing a glance at his partner who gazed back at him
solemnly.
"I was here last night, buddy. Don't you remember? Or
were you too busy to notice me? You obviously were enjoying yourself."
"Shit…you saw that?" Starsky said in an
embarrassed voice, wondering which part and just how much Hutch had seen.
"Yeah…who is she, Starsk?"
"Her name is
"
"I don't know." Starsky admitted ruefully.
"You don't know her last name? Where did you meet
her?" Hutch demanded
"At that disco over on Elmherst."
"Where does she live?"
"I don't know."
"Phone number?"
"I don't know." Starsky felt his anger rising
at the tone of Hutch's voice. "What is this, pal? An interrogation? The
last time I looked, having sex with a willing lady wasn't a crime. It's not
like you haven't picked up some girl and had sex with her and never got her
address or phone number."
"Is that what this was? A one night stand?"
Hutch demanded "Cause it sure looked like more than that to me. Or is this
a side of you that you never told me about, Gordo?" Hutch growled, his own
temper starting to get the better of him. "I've never known you to let one
of your 'dates' cuff you to the bed!"
Starsky felt his face flush red. He had hoped Hutch
hadn't seen that part of the evening. "Look, it's not what you
think." He said "It was just a game…that's all."
"A game? What if she had decided to leave you like
that? What would you have done then?"
"I guess I would have counted on my partner to show
up and uncuff me." Starsky snapped irritably.
"But then he might have liked having me in that position too much to help
me out!"
"I would have left you cuffed up to teach you a
lesson!" Hutch said hotly. "It would have served you right for being
so reckless!"
"Then I guess it's a good thing
His good mood had evaporated and now he felt nothing but
a sense of shame and disgust at what he had allowed to happen the night before.
He didn't even know himself why he done the things he had done. It was totally
out of his character. While it was true that he was generally uninhibited when
it came to sex, he didn't go in for public displays like the one he had put on
with
For a brief moment, Starsky wondered if someone had
slipped him something at the club that made him more susceptible to the entire
situation but he quickly dismissed that idea as too far fetched. Why would
someone want to do something like that? It wasn't like
Finding no easy answers to
his questions, Starsky decided not to think about it as he went about his
normal morning routine.
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Starsky hesitated and then picked up the phone and dialed
Hutch's number. After three rings, the big blond's voice said,
"Hello?"
"Hey, it's me." Starsky said. He felt back
about their argument earlier that day. He knew that he had overreacted. "I
just wanted to call and tell ya that I'm sorry about going off on you like that
this morning."
"That's okay. I shouldn't have pushed."
"Look, why don't you meet me at the Pits later? I'll
bring
"You don't have to do that…"
"I want to." Starsky said firmly.
"Besides, you were right. I need to find out a bit more about her
myself."
"Okay. How about
"Sounds good. I'll see ya then." Starsky said.
He smiled as he hung up the phone feeling better now that he and Hutch had
smoothed things out. He hated fighting with his best friend. Starsky knew that
he was on edge more than usual because of the dreams that still plagued him
three or four times a week. It also scared him because he was still hearing the
voices in his head on a regular basis. The voice sounded familiar but he
couldn't seem to place where he had heard it before. All he knew was that the
voice sent chills down his spine and terrified him for some unknown reason.
Starsky spent the rest of the day cleaning his apartment
and running some errands. He went to the club around
Hutch had already arrived before Starsky and was sitting
in their favorite booth. Starsky took
"Nice to meet you, Hutch."
"Nice to meet you too,
"Yeah, my name is actually Charlene." The
pretty brunet said with a grin "But
"So do you just go by your first name? No last
name?" Hutch said. He knew he was pushing it but he wanted to see her
reaction.
"I agree." Starsky said, slipping an arm around
her shoulders and hugging her tightly. Hutch sighed. Starsky looked genuinely
happy and Hutch didn't want to jeopardize that but every instinct he had was
warning him not to trust the pretty brunette.
"Have you been in town long?" Hutch asked,
continuing to try and get as much information out of her as he could while he
had the chance.
"A few months."
"Where are you from originally?" Hutch asked,
still fishing for information.
"Back east." She said, still being evasive,
answering the question as vaguely as possible. Turning to Starsky, she smiled
brightly and said, "I'm starving. Can we get something to eat?"
"Sure. How about a pizza?" Starsky suggested
"That sounds great."
"I'll go turn in our order at the bar." Hutch
said, his eyes sweeping around the crowded room. "It looks like Diana is
busy right now." He shoved himself to his feet and began making his way
through the crowd.
Starsky smiled and turned his attention to the woman at
his side. "I missed you this morning." He whispered. "Why did
you leave before I woke up?"
"I had some errands to run." She said sweetly,
dropping one hand under the table to caress his thigh suggestively. "Maybe
I can make it up to you later."
"Count on it." Starsky said with a leer. He
shifted uncomfortably in his seat and smiled at his date self-consciously.
"I'll be right back." He slid out of the booth and headed towards the
back of the bar where the restrooms were located. Taking advantage of the
moment alone at the table,
"Where's Starsky?" he asked
"I think he had to go to the little boys room."
Noticing that their drinks were getting low, Starsky
volunteered to go to the bar for refills. As he disappeared into the crowd,
"I hope we can get to know each other better,
Hutch…a lot better."
Hutch looked at her, startled at her choice of words. He
felt the heat creeping into his neck as he felt her foot slide up the outside
of his leg in a blatant come on. Moving his leg away awkwardly, he said,
"What are you suggesting,
"Dave and I aren't exactly dating. We're just
fucking. There's a difference." The pretty brunet said with a tempting
smile.
"I get the feeling Starsky thinks it's more than
that." Hutch pointed out
"That's his problem. Not mine."
"What the fuck are you doing, Blondie? Trying to
make the moves on my girl the minute my back is turned?"
"Come on Starsky, you don't really believe that, do
you?" Hutch said defensively, trying to keep his voice level and calm to
defuse the brunet's fiery temper. "It's not what it looks like!"
"Just like it wasn't the way it looked the last
time?" Starsky growled in an icy voice. "With Kira?"
Hutch's face paled at the mention of the one woman who
had come between them and almost broke up their friendship. It had taken months
for them to resolve their differences and for Starsky to start trusting Hutch
again.
"Starsk, please…" Hutch said, reaching out for
his friend's arm.
Starsky jerked away and turned around, shoving his way
across the room towards the back of the bar. Without a second thought, Hutch jumped
to his feet and followed his outraged friend.
Hutch found Starsky in the men's room, leaning his hands
against the wall and breathing heavily, his body visibly shaking with anger. Hutch
approached his friend cautiously. He had been on the receiving end of Starsky's
temper before and he knew the brunet was just as likely to punch first and
listen to reason later.
"Starsky…come on, please…can't we talk this
over?"
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, HUTCHINSON!"
Starsky growled, keeping his back turned to the big blond.
"Starsky, it's not what it looked like. Honest. She
came on to me…"
"LIAR!" Starsky snarled, whirling around to
face Hutch, his eyes blazing and his face contorted with rage. He planted both
hands against Hutch's chest and shoved him backwards against the sink. Hutch
winced as his hip slammed into the countertop. He watched as Starsky suddenly
reached down and opened the snap on his jeans. Lowering the zipper, he reached
inside and pulled out his flaccid penis, gripping it in his hand. Glaring at
Hutch, he said "ADMIT IT, HUTCHINSON! THIS IS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT BUT YOU
KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE IT! SO YOU DECIDED TO GO AFTER MY GIRL INSTEAD!"
Hutch was so surprised by Starsky's actions, he was at a
loss for words. He stood there, watching as Starsky stuffed himself back into
his jeans and jerked up the zipper. With one final glance at his friend and
partner, Starsky turned and stomped out of the bathroom. Hutch mind was reeling. Starsky's outburst
was totally out of character for the brunet. What the hell was happening to
him?
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When Hutch composed himself enough to leave the bathroom,
he found
"I don't know." She said in a disinterested
voice "He took off and left me here without a ride home." She pouted
"I don't suppose you could help me out and give me a ride, could
you?"
Despite his concern for his obviously disturbed partner,
ever the gentleman, Hutch couldn't refuse a lady in distress. "All right.
Get your stuff and let's get the hell out of him." His tone was harsher
then he intended but he didn't really care. He stalked out of that bar with
"Jeeze," she said
snidely "When was the last time you cleaned this car out?"
"Where do you live?" Hutch asked, ignoring her
comment about the condition of his car.
"
Hutch turned on the ignition and pulled away from the
curb. Thankfully, the address she gave him wasn't far away. He could drop her
off in a few minutes and then go looking for his partner to try and sort things
out. An icy silence fell between them as Hutch maneuvered his way through the
late night traffic.
Glancing at the woman sitting beside him, Hutch finally
broke the uncomfortable silence. "Look, I don't know what kind of game
you're playing with my partner but I'm warning you right now…if you hurt him
then you're going to have to answer to me!"
"I told you, lady, I'm not fucking interested!
Starsky already got the wrong idea tonight and I plan to clear things up just
as soon as I find him!"
"You could have fooled me,"
Hutch grabbed her wrist and gently but firmly removed her
hand from his groin. His rebellious cock was definitely showing an interest. He
jerked his car to a stop in front of the rundown apartment building where
The mocking sound of Cher's
laughter rang in his ears as Hutch pulled away from the curb, his rear tires
squealing sharply. The big blond drove
by Starsky's apartment but the
Starsky failed to see Hutch too as he pulled up in front
of his apartment. He had been driving around aimlessly since leaving the Pits
and he'd had time to cool down. Now his head was throbbing with a migraine and
he felt nauseated. He was also exhausted and ready for some sleep. He knew he
would have to apologize to Hutch tomorrow for his outrageous behavior earlier.
He didn't know why he had behaved that way and it scared the hell out of him.
Entering his dark apartment, he made his way to his bedroom without bothering to turn on any lights. He threw himself down across the bed, still fully clothed, and fell into a deep sleep almost immediately. He was sleeping so soundly that he never heard the five shadowy figures that slipped into his apartment a short time later. A voice in his ear awakened him, crooning in a seductive tone, "You belong to me…you will