Title: Me and Thee Forever
Author: Sparkle731

Type: Slash
Summary: As Starsky continues to recover, he and Hutch continue to explore their new relationship.
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Starsky and Hutch or make any profit from writing about them, just cheap thrills.
Sequel to: Me and Thee
Sequel: The Unity of Me and Thee

Categories: Hutch Angst, Starsky Angst, Committed Relationship
Rating: NC-17
Size: 22K

Me and Thee Forever
by Sparkle731

I smiled as I watched Starsky climbing the steps to his apartment in front of me. It had almost six months since he was almost killed in a shooting in the underground parking garage at headquarters. It had been a long six months with him in constant pain most of the time as he struggled to recover from his massive injuries. But he was getting better day by day.

I had moved in with him when he got out of the hospital to take care of him since he still couldn't do much of anything for himself. After almost losing him, I had finally admitted my true feelings for my partner. I was in love with him. Being so close to him without being able to show my true feelings had been almost impossible. Then one day, just a little over a month ago, I had finally admitted to him how I felt. Imagine my shock and surprise when I found out that he felt the same way. I was even more surprised to find out that Starsky had had a previous sexual relationship with a man where I was still pretty much a virgin in that area.

Since that day, we had been slowly discovering the joy of loving each other. We couldn't really do much because of Starsky's physical limitations but we had shared some pretty intense moments, long lingering kisses, intimate caresses, and I had given Starsky a couple of blow jobs. In return, he had jacked me off which was really about all he was physically capable of at the moment but it was enough for me. Just being allowed to hold him in my arms, to touch him and to have him touch me, fulfilled me in ways I had never dreamed possible. His various medications interfered with him being able to get a spontaneous erection. He'd only been able to get it up three times since we'd become lovers.

I know it still bothered him not being able to do much more than we'd been doing so far but I knew it wouldn't be that way forever. He was finally off most of his meds as of today so I was hoping that would help improve his ability to perform. But even if it didn't, I still didn't care just as long as we were together. I just hoped that if it came down to it, I could convince Starsky that it didn't matter that much to me even if he continued to have a problem getting it up. I knew that his sexual identity had always been a big part of who Starsky was and that he missed that part of his life almost as much as he missed being a cop.

Starsky slumped down on the sofa as soon as he entered the apartment. The doctor's appointment and a therapy session always left him exhausted and in pain. He leaned his head back against the sofa and closed his eyes, sighing softly.

"You want something to eat?" I asked quietly

"No." he said flatly. I decided to let it go for now but he needed to eat soon. He needed to regain a few more pounds yet and I intended to see that he did just that. And since the shooting had messed up his stomach, causing problems with his digestion, he needed to eat more often during the day. Tonight, I would splurge and order a pizza which no doubt would brighten his spirits, especially since he hadn't been allowed to eat pizza since the shooting. I planned to surprise him at supper with the news that the doctor had lifted some of his dietary restrictions.

He was finally allowed to eat some of his favorite junk foods again, still on a limited basis, but he could have his burgers, tacos, burritos and pizzas again (although he would have to cut back on the hot sauces and the spices). I got two glasses out of the cabinet and poured both of us a glass of lemonade, carrying it back into the living room. Sitting down on the sofa beside him, I sat both glasses on the coffee table and reached out to wrap one arm around his shoulders, gently pulling him towards me until he leaned against me with his head resting on my shoulder.

"It's gonna be okay, babe...." I murmured, brushing my lips across his curls. "Just rest for awhile....then we'll eat."

"I just wanna be me again....ya know?" Starsky whispered, his voice muffled against my shirt "I just want my life back again...." There was a plaintive sound in his voice the tore at my heart. He had come so far and been through so much and he still had a long way to go.

"I know." I said in a soft, soothing voice "We'll get there, babe....together just like always."

"Hutch....did you ever imagine that it would end up like this?" he asked, turning his head so he could look at me. "With us I mean....."

"I always knew you'd be a part of my life...." I told him "I just never thought it'd be as my lover..." I admitted with a rueful smile

"I like the sound of that...." Starsky said with a warm smile. He slipped one hand behind my neck, pulling me closer so he could brush his lips across mine. "My lover, my soul mate....that's what you are, Hutch....my soul mate...the other half of me."

"I love you, Starsk." I whispered, giving him a long lingering kiss that set my whole being on fire with desire for this man in my arms. When we finally came up for air, he looked at me with a mischievous look in those beautiful eyes and said, "Hey, I got some more good news from the doctor today."

"Yeah? What kind of news?" I asked curiously.

"He said its okay for me to have sex again as long as I don't get too carried away or try anything too fancy." Starsky said in a pleased voice.

I arched my eyebrow in surprise and looked at him. "You asked him about that?"

"Yeah....I told him there was this gorgeous blonde I had my eye on...." He chuckled "Course I'm pretty sure he thought I was talking about a woman...."

"You sure you're really up to it?" I said suddenly feeling anxious and nervous. We had been so careful so far. I didn't want to take any chances of causing him to have a setback now.

"Trust me, Blondie...." He said with a grin "I'm not going do anything I'm not ready for....but it's good to know that I can if I feel up to it."

"How about we get some food in you for now and then you can take a nap?" I suggested "Then we can talk more about this later."

"You're blushing again." He said with an impish look on his face. "Am I making you nervous, baby blue?" I jumped involuntarily as he reached out to run his hand underneath my tee shirt and across my chest, almost possessively. "We're still gonna have to work on that. Could get embarrassing."

I made a sound deep in my throat as I felt his fingers fumbling with the snap on my jeans. He knew how to drive me crazy without even trying and he knew it. Untangling myself from his hands, I stood up and said "Food first. Then a nap." I tried to keep my voice calm and level but I heard the mocking sound of his laughter as I made my way into the kitchen.

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I managed to get Starsky to eat some soup and then he lay down, sleeping for most of the afternoon. While he slept, I cleaned the apartment and ran out to get some shopping done. I ordered the pizza just before he woke up and his eyes lit up when it arrived. It felt so good to see him so happy again to be able to eat something he really loved. (Even if I had them leave off the pepperoni, the peppers, and the onions) After supper, we watched one of his monster flicks on TV and then we went to bed around ten o'clock that evening.

As we undressed, I couldn't help but watch as Starsky stripped off his clothes. His muscle tone was more defined now and I could see more of a resemblance to his former physique.

I watched the rippling of his muscles as he discarded his clothes and then lay down on the bed. He grinned at me and patted the bed beside him. "Come on slow poke." He said "Plant that gorgeous body of yours right here."

"What do you have in mind?" I asked with a smile, as I finished undressing and started to climb into the bed beside him.

"Seeing just how far I go can before you stop me." He said suggestively in a voice that sent a chill of anticipation down my spine. I hoped he was really up to this cause I sure was. I had to admit that I was nervous wondering just what he had in mind. I knew he was a lot more experienced at this sort of thing than I was and so far, I had been the one calling most of the shots. I hoped I was ready to deal with a sexually aggressive Starsky. As if he'd read my mind, he lowered his voice and said, "Just relax, babe and let me do this my way."

I lay on my back, shuddering with pleasure as he slowly ran his fingertips over my chest, across my ribs and down over my belly. I loved the way his eyes turned almost black with passion when he was excited. I could see that he was already partially erect as he fell into the more familiar role of the dominant partner for the first time in our new relationship. My own cock jumped in response, seeking some attention. Attention that Starsky seemed intent on giving it. I felt his lips nuzzling the side of my neck and I threw back my head to give him easier access. The hot wetness of his mouth sent a shockwave of pure pleasure surging through my body. Even as his mouth seemed to devour my neck, his hands seemed to be all over me.

As his mouth moved across my throat to my shoulder than across my collarbone to my chest, I realized that he was a lot more flexible than I had realized. The improvement in his movements was almost startling. I found myself wondering how I had missed noticing it before now. Almost as an afterthought, I realized I might be in trouble here. Either way, Starsky was definitely totally in control right now.

I hissed sharply as I felt his mouth close over my nipple, his tongue running over the little nub until it hardened beneath his touch. "OH GOD! YES!" I heard myself cry out as I tangled my fingers in those lush curls, pulling him closer, desperately wanting more of that incredible mouth that was driving me insane. He took his time, sucking, licking and nipping lightly. Just when I thought I couldn't stand the exquisite torture for another minute, he switched his attention to the opposite nipple to give it the same treatment. By now, I was rock hard, my cock aching and weeping with need.

A strangled cry ripped its way out of my throat as I felt Starsky's fingers closing around the base of my erection, stroking gently. At the same time, his other hand reached down to fondle my balls, rolling them gently between his long strong fingers. Being stimulated from so many different areas at the same time was an entirely new sensation for me and I could feel my heart pounding frantically in my chest.

Damn, he was good at this. Almost too good. I don't know why that surprised me. Starsky was good at almost everything he did. Why should this be any different? We had both dated some of the same women in the past and the ones who'd been with Starsky had always raved about what a good lover he was. Now I was finding out just how good first hand. The wait had definitely been worth it.

I felt that talented mouth leaving my nipples and licking its way down my stomach. I moaned and arched my back as I felt the tip of Starsky's tongue swirl around the inside of my naval and then his mouth started moving lower. A tremble of excitement rippled through my body as my brain registered what he had in mind. This would be the first time since we'd gotten together as lovers that Starsky had attempted to suckle me, even though I had sucked him off a few times. I automatically opened my eyes and raised my head enough to watch as that curly head moved lower.

Our eyes met for a moment as he paused and glanced back at me, his eyes filled with lust and need. I silently gave him permission with my eyes to continue. I wanted so badly to feel that mouth on my aching cock. I yelped softly as I felt his fingers tighten around the base of my cock as he leaned his head down and ran his tongue from the base of the shaft to the tip. I shuddered with delight, knowing that if he hadn't tightened his grasp on my cock when he did, I would have come the minute he touched me there with his tongue. I was panting, my chest heaving, as waves of pleasure surged through me.

I reached out to tangle my fingers in his hair again; needing to feel that contact with him as he brought me the ultimate pleasure that one person could bring another person. "STARSKYYYY......" I screamed as I felt his mouth gently close around the tip of my erection. The sensation was almost overwhelming as the head of my cock was engulfed in that hot wet mouth.

Instinctively, I began bucking my hips as he began to lick and suck at my cock, using his mouth, his tongue and his teeth to slowly drive me insane. I still couldn't believe that it was Starsky, my Starsky that was making me feel so damn good. My whole body was shaking as I struggled to control myself. I moaned deeply as I threw back my head and screamed out my delight along with my lover's name.

"Starsk....please...." I begged breathlessly "I need to cum so bad, babe....."

"Soon, baby blue....soon." I heard Starsky whisper with a soft chuckle as he continued to torment me relentlessly. I wondered if a man could die from too much pleasure because that was how I was feeling right now. I really lost it when I felt Starsky take me deeper in his mouth, the head of my cock slipping into his throat, something no woman had ever been able to do for me. As he swallowed, the muscles of his throat contracting around me, he suddenly loosened his grip around my cock. With a scream of release, my body exploded as I shot copious amounts of my seed down his throat. Starsky surprised me again by swallowing it all, milking me dry until my cock was too sensitive to handle it any longer.

My body was still shaking from the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced as Starsky gently released my softening cock and moved to one side. I felt him gently gathering me into his arms as he stretched out beside me, holding me and stroking my hair gently as I slowly came down from my sexual high and my breathing and heart rate slowly started to return to normal.

"My god...." I finally managed to whisper when I found my voice again. "That was incredible...."

"Glad you liked it, baby blue." Starsky whispered with a soft laugh and a gentle brush of his lips against my temple.

"Liked it?" I gasped "My god, Starsky....if it's gonna be like that every time you blow me....you're gonna end up killing me...." I could feel his body shaking as he laughed at my remarks. "I'm not even gonna ask you how you got to be so good at that."

"Hey, you're not bad yourself." He said, as he curled up against me, his own throbbing erection pressing against my side.

"Not as good as you." I said, finally catching my breath. I rolled over and leaned over him with a leer "But you know what they say....practice makes perfect." Before he could respond, I claimed his mouth in a deep, demanding kiss, forcing my tongue between his lips to dance with his, tasting myself mixed with his own sweet taste. I let my hands roam over his body possessively, as I began to torment him the way he had tormented me just moments before.

I nuzzled all the sensitive spots I'd discovered on his neck, sucking lightly as I teased the skin with my tongue. I was still concerned about hurting him so I made sure I was careful and gentle, even though the taste and scent of his skin was driving me insane with desire.

"It's okay, baby blue...." I heard him whispered as if he had read my mind again "I'm not gonna break...." I shivered as I felt his hands stroking the muscles in my back as I ran my tongue down to his chest, brushing my nose through the thick fur until I found a tiny copper nipple. I heard him gasp in pleasure as I startled suckling him, nipping the little bud gently, then licking it to ease the sting.

I teased one nipple and then the other for a long time, until a deep growl from my impatient partner warned me that he'd had enough. I ran my tongue across his chest and down across his stomach until I buried my lips in the coarse patch of hair at the base of his erection. I took a deep breath, inhaling his scent as I slowly ran my tongue up the thick vein in the back of his shaft. Starsky moaned deeply and thrust his hips, his cock demanded more attention. I leaned up and opened my mouth, feeding his aching cock into my mouth and sucking gently.

I kept hold of his slender hips, controlling his thrusts as I began loving him with my mouth, doing my best to copy the way he had done it to me. As I moved one hand between his legs to fondle his velvety soft balls, I felt his testicles tighten up and I knew he was close to the edge. I moved my hand so I could stroke his shaft while I sucked on the head, lapping up the pre-cum seeping from the slit.

"HUTCHHHHHH....." Starsky screamed, thrusting his hips forward hard. "I CAN'T HOLD IT....." Before the words were even out of his mouth, I felt the thick hot liquid filling my mouth. I hurried to swallow as much as I could but some leaked out between my lips and dropped to his stomach. I milked him dry and then let his softening cock slip out of my mouth. Leaning down, I licked up all the cum that had dripped on his skin. I could feel the trembling of his body as the aftershocks from his climax rocked through him.

Smiling, I stretched out beside him and pulled him into my arms feeling him relax in my embrace with a sigh of contentment. Within minutes, we were asleep, exhausted, and satisfied.

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Over the next three weeks, Starsky continued to improve dramatically. And our sexual relationship improved as well as Starsky became more agile and more adapt at giving as well as receiving pleasure. I had never been so satisfied or fulfilled in my life. Starsky was both a considerate and skillful lover, doing everything he possibly could to make sure his partner was as satisfied as he was. It didn't take me long to discover that he knew more than a few tricks that could drive me completely out of my mind and leave me begging for more. Once Starsky was able to participate actively in our lovemaking, it was as if we couldn't keep our hands off each other.

We were lying in bed, cuddling after making love. Starsky had been quiet all day and I knew that he had something on his mind. Finally, I decided to ask him if something was wrong.

"Are you okay, babe?" I asked, trying to keep the worried tone out of my voice. I knew that he hated it when I went into my 'mother hen' routine. Even though he was getting stronger and more independent every day, I was having a hard time letting go. I knew he was getting more and more bored and restless every day and some of his continuing restrictions were starting to irritate him.

"Where are we gonna go from here, Hutch?" He asked turning to look at me with a look in his eyes I couldn't quite identify.

"I guess that's up to you." I said, trying to keep the fear that was twisting my guts from showing in my voice. "I told you in the beginning....I don't want this to just be some one night stand with us....I want us to be together....as a couple."

"And you don't think I do?" he asked with a trace of hurt creeping into his voice.

"I don't know. Do you?"

"I love you, Hutch....that's the one thing I know for sure." He said his voice heavy with sadness. "But I guess I'm scared....."

"Scared of what?" I asked in a confused voice not sure where he was trying to take this conversation.

"Of me....of you....of us." He said slowly, trying to put his thoughts and feelings into words. It had never been easy for Starsky to express his deepest feelings verbally and it sure wasn't easy for him now. "I'm scared something's going to happen to mess things up. I'm scared of losing you the way you almost lost me. I couldn't bear that....especially now."

"You're not going to lose me, Starsky." I tried to reassure him. "I already told Captain Dobey I wasn't going back out on the streets unless you were my partner."

"But we both know that may not happen. Yeah, I'm getting better every day...but if the department has its way...they'll pension me out on full disability. You know that as well as I do."

"How do you feel about that, Starsk? Not being on the streets anymore?" I asked. I knew how much being a cop meant to him. It meant even more to him than it did me.

"I can live with that...." He said with the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips "It's you that I can't live without....."

"You don't have to." I told him "You don't ever have to do that."

"Gee, Hutch..." he said with a grin "Are you asking me to marry ya or do you just wanna shack up together?"

"I want us to find a house together." I told him "And then we can talk about getting married." From the joyful look that filled those sapphire eyes, I knew that had been what he needed to hear. Before he could say anything more, I silenced him with a kiss. Whatever lay ahead of us in the future, we would face them together, as a couple, united in our hearts by the love we shared. A bond that no man would break.

THE END